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. I ve got a bad feeling, guys.This isn t a good idea. What the hell are you talking about? Josh growled. Something s not right.I can feel it! Bull shit, Josh snapped. You re just having second thoughtsbecause of your boss. It s more than that.I m in the middle here, Josh. Do whatever you want, but I m continuing with this plan.Tray put his hand on Josh s arm in an effort to calm himdown, but Mitch knew it wouldn t work.Josh was pissed andtruthfully, he probably had a right to be.But damn it, so did he.He should ve known Tray wouldn t be able to get into thecomputer system and not be found out.This whole mess put hisjob on the line, but didn t Maverick being out there put his life onthe line? They had to catch him.It was the only way the three ofthem would truly be able to move on.With a sigh, he headed toward the stairs.He needed to bealone. Mitch, where Mitch held up his hand at Tray s question. I don t want totalk about this right now, Tray.Just let it go.102 Sasha KeeganWith that, he headed upstairs to his room.CHAPTER FOURTEENTray watched him go with a heavy heart.He d gotten him introuble, and he truly felt bad about it, but at the same time, hewas glad he d gotten what information he had.He glanced overat Josh, who looked ready to explode.Josh dropped the uneaten popcorn into the bowl. I ve lostmy appetite. Yeah, Tray said sadly. I know what you mean. After amoment of silence, Tray continued. It s his job, Josh.He lovesit.He doesn t want to lose it.Josh made a sound of disgust deep in his throat and rolled hiseyes. I know.That doesn t make it any easier to deal with.I wanthim, Tray.I don t want them to get him.I don t want him goingto jail.I want him dead.Tray reached over and rubbed his upper arm, trying to offersome sort of comfort. I know.Josh stiffened beneath his touch, but Tray decided not to pullaway.He kept his hand there; kept rubbing the tight muscles.They bunched and flexed beneath his fingers, and he couldn thelp but notice how strong and muscular Josh had become.He wanted to taste him again; feel his cock in his mouth, feelhis lips against his own.Alana would say he was a slut, and maybehe was, jumping from wanting Mitch to wanting Josh.As muchas he found Mitch to be attractive the pull toward Josh was somuch stronger.It had always been Josh.Ever since those fateful few months,it had been Josh.He d been through so much though.He dexperienced things so much worse than Tray and Mitch.Atleast he and Mitch had their parents during those awful monthsfollowing their captivity.Josh had nothing.No comfort.Nosupport.No understanding.Only ridicule and shame and forcedtherapy that did more harm than good.104 Sasha KeeganJosh knew it would be like that even before it happened.Heknew his father wouldn t accept what had happened to him.Heknew his father would do everything within his power to makesure his son remained straight.And apparently he had.Despite it all, Josh was Josh.That would never change.Hejust wished Josh could accept that part of him; accept that itcould be wonderful.Tray lifted his hand and gently ran his fingers through Josh sthick hair. Looks like our movie night is a bust.Josh leaned forward and rested his elbows on his knees.Withhis hands clasped in front of him, he looked tense and ready tobolt.Tray wasn t giving up and continued to play with the softstrands of Josh s locks. Yeah, looks that way, Josh said quietly. Might as well headto bed.We need to get up early anyway. Bed sounds good, Tray murmured. I m not really sleepy,though.Josh remained still as stone, his eyes glued to his hands.Traylet his hand drop to Josh s shoulder.The muscles bunched underTray s fingers as his hand smoothed down his back. Should we check on Mitch? Josh asked.His voice was deep and scratchy as though a great strain madetalking difficult. No, Tray whispered as his hand crept up Josh s back.He wanted to keep his movements slow, so as not to scareJosh off.He still struggled with himself so much; he was almostlike a frightened bird ready to flee at any given second.Tray leaned sideways just a bit and placed a kiss on Josh sshoulder.Even though his lips only touched the material of hisshirt, Tray still felt the tremor that skimmed just below Josh sflesh.Tray rested his chin on Josh s shoulder as he continued to rubhis hand up and down his spine. Mitch is mad at us right now.It s probably best we just let him be till morning.SHIVER 105The fact that Josh hadn t moved made Tray s heart race.Would Josh let him get even closer? Aren t, uh. Josh cleared his throat. Aren t you and Mitch& acouple or something?Tray smiled slightly. No. I just thought that& after last night that&  That was just sex.We both needed that.Just like you did.Tray waited to see what he would say.It was the first time anyof them had said anything about what had happened between thethree of them.Tray wanted that again, only this time he wantedso much more.If his instincts were right, and they usually were,Josh wanted it too.It was just a matter of getting him to admitto it. Josh, Tray whispered [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]