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."Yes, he imagined so.He rubbed Justin's back."It'sbeen good, though, hasn't it?"Justin nodded."It has.""Well, then." He kissed Justin softly."How about wego over the rules as they stand, see if we're going to addany others.""We?"102"You're allowed to make suggestions, requests." Thishad to belong to both of them, not just him."I'm uncomfortable."Chris thought that was part of the excitement, therush.He stood, still holding Justin and moved them tothe couch."Now you're comfortable physically, even ifyou aren't mentally.""Don't you want me to call for food?""Go ahead and call.That'll give us a timeframe forour discussion.""Okay.Okay." Justin disappeared, and he heard theorder being made.He'd been with other subs, leaning theropes, trying things out, but they'd been practiced,almost blasé.He preferred the honest responses he got from Justin.Hell, if he was honest -- which he tried his damnedest tobe -- he loved the awkwardness, the nerves.He found apad of paper and a pen by the time Justin had orderedtheir food and come back to him.He patted his lap.Justin stopped, looked at him, then came closer."How long is it going to be?" He wrapped a handaround Justin's wrist and tugged him down."Forty-five minutes.""Excellent." He handed over the pen and paper."Youcan write each rule down.""I'm not sure about this whole rule thing.""I am.Besides, there were plenty of rules when youwere my swimmer.""Yeah, but I was a swimmer, then.""Well now you're my boy.And there will be plentyof rules." Because his boy thrived under rules.Becausethey would give Justin the structure he so desperatelyneeded.Because it would mean he saw Justin."I get to say yes or no, though."103"You can say anything you want.I won't necessarilytake the rule back, though.""God.Let's do this.Hurry up." That was his babe, ripthe bandage off."Don't be pushy," he teased.At Justin's look, hechuckled."Okay, okay.Rule number one is the same asit's always been.No touching your prick without mypermission.""I don't like that one." Justin wrote it down, though."It was the first one, though, and it'll always be thefirst one."Justin shivered, and those muscled thighs shifted."Do you remember any of the others we've talkedabout?"Justin blushed."Not to hide my nipples, but I'mgoing to.""Write it down.It's rule number two.We'll decide onpunishments when we've gone through rules."Justin's lips opened and closed, the look of shockdelicious."Write it down, babe."Justin's hand was shaking, but the words went down."Good boy." He stroked Justin's back, rewarding andsoothing."This is crazy.""No it isn't." And his boy was going to thrive becauseof it."Are we done?"Oh, no.Not even close."Nope.We've mentioned atleast one more, haven't we?""What?""You are not allowed to run yourself down, Justin.Never.In fact, make that rule number one and move therest down one, because this is the most important rule ofall." He noticed that Justin didn't argue about that one.104At all."And in number two put respect the Dom.That'sme and you can put Coach instead of Dom if youprefer.""I respect you!""Yes, but if it's a rule and you're bucking for apunishment, you can flip me off again like you did theday after I brought you home again."Justin curled into himself, scribbling on the paper."This is stupid.You're acting like I'm.an idiot.""Hey." He took Justin's chin and turned his head upso he could look into his lover's eyes."I know I'vetalked to you before about BDSM.This is a part of it.The rules are there so you and I both know what'sexpected, so punishments and rewards happen.Sometimes just because that's what you want to havehappen without expressly asking for it." He took abreath."I would never, ever, believe you're an idiot ortreat you like one.""You promise? You don't think I'm.too stupid?"Justin was getting dangerously close to rule number one-- no putting himself down, but Chris let it go becausehis boy needed the reassurance right now."I promise, Justin.You have to trust me -- I haveyour best interests at heart and I think you're amazingand I love you [ Pobierz caÅ‚ość w formacie PDF ]