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.Then I stopped and yankedoff my pants and boxers.Pulling her allthe way onto the bed, I came downbeside her, letting my fingers replace mytongue.I continued to stroke her,stopping just before she came.Her eyessnapped open as I lifted her to her knees,and when I tore off a condom movedbehind her, she froze. Ryan &  Shh.It s okay.I will never doanything to hurt you.This was a fucking lie, and I knew it.But I needed to be with her one last time.I needed her one last time.I rolled onthe condom and leaned forward, one armslipping around her, the other brushingher hair to the side so I could kiss theback of her neck.She shivered, and Ilowered the hand that was around herwaist to touch her.When her head fellback against my chest, I flipped open thelid on the lubricant and poured someonto my fingers before trying her pussy.Slowly, I guided her onto my cock,stroking her again until she cried out.Then I grasped her hips and pulled herall the way down until I filled hercompletely.When she gasped in shock, I pulledout and tipped her forward until herhands came down on the bed.Kissingher neck and shoulders, I thrust into heragain.She looked over her shoulder atme, her cheeks flushed, and I felt a rushof simultaneous satisfaction anddesperation as her breathing sped up. Yes, Alex, I whispered against herear.Her muscles tightened around me, andI rode her faster, holding her to me as Iwent over the edge with a growl ofsatisfaction.Slowly lowering her to thebed, I got up to dispose of the condom.By the time I collapsed next to her, shelaughed. Does this mean I get to start lockingBrit out? I would go anywhere and doanything as long as I get to do that withyou, but & my place is much morecomfortable.I pointed toward my feet, which weredangling off of her standard-issue twinbed.She giggled before turning serious. Well, then we should go kick yourfriend James out of your house.Reminded of my asshole friend, Ifrowned. Was he that bad today?Alex bit her lip and rolled over tolook up at the ceiling. Do you really want to know? I mean,he s your friend, and I m glad he gaveme a ride, but he s got zero boundaries,as my mom would say.What she was saying didn t surpriseme.McDevitt did what he wanted, whenhe wanted.I did, however, expect acertain level of decency out of him. What did he do?She sighed. Just remember you asked.Let ssee.He started off by telling me that hecouldn t believe I had let you deflowerme because, according to him, you reas big of a sociopath as he is. My jawclenched. Then you heard his adviceabout broadening my horizons.But thebest part was him sticking his tonguedown my throat before telling me thatyou probably slept with his ex-fiancée.She glanced over at me like sheexpected me to be angry with her andI decided that I needed to seriouslyrethink my decision-making paradigm. You must have thought I was acomplete dick for sending him to getyou.Rolling over, she rose up and put herhands on my chest. No.I thought your friend was beingan ass, and I was worried about you.How s your dad? She looked down. Unless you don t want to tell me.I wrapped my arms around her andpulled her close. They diagnosed him with Stage IVlung cancer.Alex blinked. Oh my god.That s bad, isn t it?She rose up on her elbows and tookmy face in her hands, kissing myforehead. Ryan, I m so sorry.Her eyes welled up, and I felt mychest begin to ache.When my eyesstarted to burn, I pinched the bridge ofmy nose. When are you going back? shewhispered. In the morning.She nodded and held me, stroking myhair.In that moment, lying in the mostuncomfortable bed I had been in sincefreshman year of college, I realized therewas nowhere else I would rather be. I ll be here if you need me, shesaid quietly. I m not going anywhere yet.I held her closer, knowing that in afew hours I would probably never seeher again [ Pobierz caÅ‚ość w formacie PDF ]