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.He kissed me.He pushed meagainst the garage wall.He pressed his body to mine.His fingers twined through my hair.His tongue touchedmine.He moaned into my mouth."I knew you'd come.Once I saw you again, I knew you wouldn't stay away."He was hard and hot, his hands, always so fast, sotalented, found their way under my shirt and inside myjeans."Let's go in the garage.Lisa knows better than todisturb me.Want to taste you."I growled, I couldn't stop myself.So much painand anger and rage& it was all rage.I slammed himagainst the wall.Lifted him off his feet and slammed himagainst the wall and stood there staring into his eyes.Breathing heavy."Liam, what the fuck? Put me down,baby, inside.Inside you can ""Is that your game? You pretend to be this happilymarried man, but you have friends over to fuck whileyour wife and kids think you're out here doing guythings? Jesus, Brad.She knows.She fucking knows.And she hates you.All that shit in the hospital aboutnever giving in to those feelings.But you do it all thetime, don't you? Give into those feelings.""Come on, baby, don't be upset, put me downand let's go in the garage and talk." He didn't fight me,he let me hold him against the wall."God, you're strong.I knew you would be.I bet you could hurt me, couldn'tyou, baby?""I'm not your baby." I dropped him to his feetand walked over to the tire."And I'm not going into thatgarage with you.""What's the matter? Big Liam's two boy toysturn him out? Is that why you're here? I've heard therumors.Porn, man, I never expected that of you.Youwere too damned& virginal.Nearly freaked out thatnight.We could have done serious damage to eachother that night.I'd wanted to do damage to you for sodamned long but you just blushed and hid and, Jesus, Icouldn't be around you without getting a boner.Had tohave a freshman suck me off once just to play football.""Jesus, what the hell are you saying, Brad?" Mybrain sizzled with memories I didn't want.All the timeswe messed around in the locker room before a game.Just horseplay, nothing out of the ordinary.Was he?What the hell? "Which freshman? Shit, don't answerthat." I paced the yard while he leaned against the wall,watching me with cold lust in his eyes."You weren't avirgin that night, were you?" It all made sense, really,looking back over it.He'd been too determined towrestle on the bed.He was the one who rubbed againstme.He hadn't pulled away.I had.I was afraid of thelook I saw in his eyes.He knew too much.And I didn't."No.Lost that at a family reunion when I wastwelve.Not a cousin, thank god, one of the steps.Heliked it dirty.I knew what I wanted.I wanted you.Butyou didn't figure it out.And then Sabrina got in the way.I knew she popped your cherry.I figured I'd read youwrong.""Are you sure it wasn't because you werepissed at me for fucking your girl? Because, Brad, youand Sabrina were messing around long before she gotinside my pants.And that pissed you off.That's whyyou didn't speak to me senior year.Not the other wayaround.""I don't know what you're talking about." Buthe hesitated, waiting too long to deny any of it."Your wife, Lisa, she resembles Sabrina.Youknow, a younger, classier version of her.Same bodytype, same fake rack, same hair, same eyes.With abrain.It's sort of scary how much she looks like her.Her name is close to mine.Lisa, Liam, close enough.Isthat it? Sabrina was the homecoming queen that year.You were the captain of the football team.A juniorcaptain instead of a senior.Because you had the talent.You took Kenny Jones's spot the year before, causedhim to drop out when he didn't have football anymore.And then you took his girlfriend.Because it would lookright.And you were a fag trying to keep the damnedcloset door closed.You took his girl and when she toldyou she was pregnant, you dumped her.She wasn'tlooking for revenge for Kenny against you, and I justhappened to get in the way.She was looking forrevenge against you.Just you.She knew you wantedme.So she took me first.Is that it? Is that whathappened?""What the hell are you talking about?" he saidsoftly, his face went white, his breath turned shallow."Are you out of your fucking mind?""He's your son.He's yours.I didn't see it untiltoday.Same smile, his hands, they're yours.He walkslike you, he talks like you.He's got your brains.Hewants to be a surgeon.Just like his daddy, except hedoesn't know, he thinks Ken is his daddy.""And you're sleeping with him.He's my son.The closest thing I'm ever going to have to a son.Youraised him as your own and now you're fucking him.Ishould kill you.You have the nerve to look down onme when you're openly screwing a boy you helpedraise.He's my son.Is that why? Because you couldn'thave me?"I was in front of him again.I shoved him againstthe wall.Slammed him there a couple of times.I lovedhow his head snapped back the last time."How longhave you known? Tell me the truth.Did you knowbefore she named me the father? Did you know beforeshe came after me? Just tell me the truth.Did youknow?"He didn't speak for a long time.I dropped himand walked away.I wanted to hurt him.I wanted toslam his head against the wall until it cracked open.Likea watermelon.Spilling red guts and seeds.I droppedhim and I shoved my hands in my pockets and I movedaway from him."Yes," he whispered finally.He sat down on theground and tucked his hands between his knees."Iknew.I thought she was lying to me.I thought it wasKenny's.I knew they were still together, I slept with herhomecoming night.And a few times after that.I wantedthe reputation.But no one found out.She kept hermouth shut.She never kept her mouth shut aboutanything.She didn't keep her mouth shut about doingyou.She bragged all over the school.You have a bigdamned dick and she rode it.Made me so damnedangry.Hated you.Hated you for letting her use you [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]