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. You work today? he asked me.I waited until I had swallowed the bite of waffle before Ianswered. Nope, Artie gave me the day off because of the eventlast night.You? Yeah, shift starts in an hour-and-a-half.Double shift so Iwon t be back until late tonight.You ve got the place to yourselfall day. Yippee, I said sarcastically. My social calendar is just sofull.Ben smiled.He d always had a nice smile.Wide open andwarm.* * *43SUBJECT 13An hour after Ben left, I decided it was time to finish what Ihad started in the shower.I booted up Ben s computer and found asite I liked.I clicked on a clip and was instantly into the sceneinvolving two tattooed guys.I was stroking myself quickly andclose to coming again when the doorbell rang. God damn, motherfucker! I shut down the clip, put my cockback into my pants and went to answer the door.I didn t look outthe peephole and was more than a little surprised when I saw whowas standing on the front step. Shane? Hey, Luke, how you doing?It pissed me off to no end that he could just show up and actlike we were still old friends and he hadn t just broken my heartand ripped my life to shreds. Ben s at work. I started to shut the door, but he stopped itwith his hand. I m not here to see Ben.I m here to see you. I don t think there s anything for us to say.I certainly don thave anything else to talk about. Luke, please? His voice rose plaintively and it almost seemedlike he was begging. I really need to talk to you. Fine, talk. Inside?I stepped back and let him enter.He walked to the living roomand sat on the couch.He motioned me to sit next to him, but Ichose a chair instead.He looked at me, not saying a word. What do you want, Shane?He waited another moment before he spoke. I still love you,Luke.44SUBJECT 13A myriad of emotions ran through my body all at the sametime shock, astonishment and anger.Raw, pure anger. Did you hear me? I said I still love you.I coughed to clear my throat. Yeah, I heard you. Well? Well what? You think I m going to be all twitterpated that youstill want me and jump into your arms.Or better yet, drop to myknees and suck your cock? Is that the problem? Does Elaine notsuck your cock good enough? It s not about sex, baby.It s about our feelings for eachother.I snorted. Not about the sex? That s all you ever wanted fromme.You never gave me anything other than sex. Not true.I gave you my heart, my love and my body. Give me a fucking break. I sat forward and put my elbows onmy knees. I was there whenever you wanted me.I let you fuck mebecause I thought we had a future.But you never intended to spendthe rest of your life with me, did you? You ve been with Elaine foryears, haven t you?He dropped his head, and I knew I was right. Cheating on the both of us.Promising both of us the future.But it was always her you intended to marry because, after all,you re not gay. Gay, straight.It doesn t matter.I love Elaine, but not like Ilove you. And if I did say I wanted you back, what would that mean?You ll leave Elaine? I can t do that, Shane said, as he shook his head. But thatdoesn t mean you and I can t be together.I chuckled. So I d be your mistress.Your fuck toy on the side.45SUBJECT 13Your dirty little secret. It wouldn t be like that. It wouldn t? What would it be like? At first we d have to sneak around and keep it a secret, butElaine s open-minded.She accepts that some people are bi-sexual.She likes to sleep with women occasionally.We ve even had athreesome or two with another chick.Maybe down the road, I cantell her about you and we can be like one of them polygamistfamilies where the guy has more than one wife. I d be a sister wife? No, you d be my boyfriend.My lover.One of my soul mates.Damn, he was saying everything I had wanted to hear for somany years.Promises of forever.Even monogamy well, almostmonogamy.Shane got to his knees and shuffled over to me.I sat back andallowed him to open my legs.He snuggled up against me andrested his head on my stomach.As much as I hated to admit it, it felt good to touch him.Instinctively, I put my hand on his head and ran my fingersthrough his curly locks.He kissed my stomach through my shirtand it felt good.My cock was rock hard.Partly because of the twocases of jackoffus interruptus and also because of Shane s bodypressed against mine. I can feel you want me. He rubbed against my swollencrotch.He sat back a bit, reached out to put his hand on my neckand pulled me into a kiss.His tongue tried to force its way past mylips, but I resisted and pulled away. Why are you fighting it? It s destiny, Lukey babe. He strokedmy cock through my jeans, then leaned forward and traced theoutline with his tongue [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]